Did I ever mention that I am a mom of two sons, aged 23 and 19. Those sons would be Joe and Davis and I am a stranger to them beyond being their “mother.” When the boys were young they belonged to me. But now I am  almost erased. They occasionally show small expressions of respect and love, but for the most part they think I exist to serve. Damn, who could have given them that idea? I must say, that I am a total idiot. As a mother I gave myself totally to them, and I grew through doing that. But, I somewhere dropped the ball, because they don’t seem to have any respect for me, nor do they want to learn anything about me or what I care for. I wonder how other moms feel. I know some mothers who have moved away from their children in their own life paths, and I have felt them less for that. But, who is the fool? I think perhaps it is I.